Smorgasbord

Cleaning up some leftover thoughts and putting some closure on things I might have mentioned but never finished telling you the outcome. I'm trying really hard to keep it together guys... โ€ฆ

As it Should Be. Thriving with Bipolar Lessons 9 -15

Not everything works out the way you want it to.. I'm not sure I ever really wanted this but I did put effort into it... Being a sell out did bother me though.. So in conclusion it all โ€ฆ

Your Gain....Listenables Loss. Thriving with Bipolar Lessons 6-8

Just say No if it feels wrong. But you guys wouldn't get the course for Free if I hadn't tried. Unedited course..lmao. Lesson 6 - Therapy. Lesson 7 - โ€ฆ

Listenables Loss is Your Gain. Thriving with Bipolar Lessons 1-5

You know if something feels wrong for you at the get go just say NO. After months of bullsh*t and angst and a green light Listenable pulled the plug โ€ฆ

You ARE who you think yourself to BECOME with SEV. Part 2.

Part 2 with Sev. We get into hypnosis,hypnotherapy and quantum leaping into the life you want. We also discuss further the manifestation of lack and how you might be doing this without โ€ฆ

๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿšก EMBRACE THE SUCK๐Ÿšก๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ธ WITH BIG SARGE

Big Sarge and I discuss his honorable/virtuous military career and the havoc it created on his mental health - including suicidal ideation. How he has sought and received help while on โ€ฆ

The STIGMATIZED States of America

I'm making a big deal about the exclusion of people receiving disability from this round of stimulus checks and how the American govt lied to us. โ€ฆ

SET YOUR VIBRATION TO EPIC CHANGE WITH SEVERINE HANKINSON LELLOUCHE

Severine and I speak about the collateral damage of. Maladaptive parents, a teen-aged suicide attempt, not knowing what you don't know until you know โ€ฆ

Oh.. Hey COVID still here huh?? And other short stories..

Issues with my medication.. An anniversary we might be experiencing in our sub consciousness coming out in a minor physical way or just kind of off.. It's a real thing. Be kind to yourself โ€ฆ

SHIFTS TO AUTHENTIC RESILIANCE WITH MICHELLE E. DICKINSON

Michelle and I discuss what it's like living in a home with a bi polar parent. Her book #Breakingintomylife. Her Culture of Compassion workplace โ€ฆ

RETIRE THE STIGMA

Heres a copy of my audio prerecord for my speech RETIRE THE STIGMA @podfest GLOBAL SUMMIT... We can do this folks. As a community.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ANGEL BRIS

It's Christopher's birthday... I couldnt let the day go by without a tribute to my first and loudest cheerleader Christopher Richmond aka. my Bris. โ€ฆ

The Overnight Meltdown Report

Im not as ok as I think I am. Stress is a mortal enemy. I talk about a momentary (I hope) relapse into maladaptive coping skills and how I hope to prevent this in the future. Use Code โ€ฆ

VIRTUOUS SUPERPOWERS WITH CLISVER ALVAREZ

I have a conversation with Clisver about her life with Bipolar Disorder . We discuss her " POSITIVITY PASS IT ON Movement and her certified Mindset โ€ฆ

AMNOSIA.

Im trying to remember shit and it's just not happening.. I have exciting news about my role as a speaker at @PODFEST GLOBAL SUMMIT and My continuing โ€ฆ

CHOOSE WISELY - Your Future depends on it.

I talk about how fickle people are here. How my "friend" threw me over for a bag of weed and lost an opportunity she didn't even realize I was going to give her. I tell you guys about my โ€ฆ

Torment in the Ghetto

I talk about an episode of panic and rage I had last night after learning the trailer park I live in is banning pit bulls. My Peanut is ESA so I try โ€ฆ

SONICALLY PLEASING TABOOS WITH S W I T C H

I have a conversation with SWITCH. Vancouver Island's soon to be breakout hip hop star. We talk meds addiction in patient stays etc. You know all the good shit. Find him on Spotify or on โ€ฆ

๐Ÿš€LEVEL UP๐Ÿš€

We Made It. I Am So Proud of every single one of you. We pulled it off. *sigh* My birthday interview with SWITCH tomorrow. Instagram @switchb. โ€ฆ

Ho Ho Bah Humbug Christmas with a special appearance by SANTA

It's CHRISTMAS.. yay or thank goodness it's almost over. Listen to me talk myself out of a crap mood into a hope for a better 2021. Thanks to Santa Aka Joel Christopher Payne for the โ€ฆ

๐ŸŒ‹๐ŸŒ‹Holy STIGMA Batman๐ŸŒ‹๐ŸŒ‹

I'm livid after a Facebook back and forth with a "friend" of 9 years goes feral regarding the difference between a "normal" hospitalization and a mental health hospitalization. Ignorance is โ€ฆ

Let's Be Honest

I talk about Grief Therapy and how I'm healing from losing Doc and Bris. I kind of go on a little rant about newbie podcasters which segways into why โ€ฆ

NEW DAY RISING

Im BACK.. I fill you guys in about my breakdown, hospitalization and slow return to the new normal of life. Theres some talk about acceptance and underding of Bris's suicide . Im gonna be โ€ฆ

Let's ride the Bi - Polar coaster..

mental health month. self care self esteem and being kind. Intro song: Dinosaur Jr. - Whatever's Cool with me. Outro song - Let's Active - Badger

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MAKE IT RIGHT!!!

why I really want to help.. plus text chat crisis line and suicide prevention number. Intro song: Van Halen - Right Now. Outro Song : Jesus Jones - Right Here Right Now

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Devastated

is this good or bad for me as my relationship is hitting a curb. Intro song: REM - Fall on Me Outro song: REM - One I love. #scottward. #scottedwardward #scottwardaz

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I blew it this month

how my depression took over my life. a little about December and my letdown about "friends". still picking up the mess from December. Intro song: Robyn Hitchcok - Cathedral. Outro song: โ€ฆ

NO SLEEP FOR THE WICKED

Scott money abandonment trazadone night terrors intro song: Hole - Doll Parts. Outro song: Depeche Mode - Never let me down

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Squirrel

More on meds... Overdosing. Death and closure. Intro song: Yelawolf - Til it's gone. Outro song : Dinosaur Jr - Not you again

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This is why we take our meds.

Why I went inpatient in March. Delusional thinking. Medication non compliance. And the Psych ward. Intro song: Earth wind& Fire - September. Outro song: The Posies - Dream all Day

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Frenemies and a Goat

People I should not associate with. Intro song: Third eye blind - semi charmed life. Outro song: Yelawolf - Trailer park Hollywood

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Liars and you

A lowdown on my week since the near sexually assault. Also hitting 2000 and getting DancingwithBipolar.com up and running. Intro song: Jigsaw - Sky โ€ฆ

Dumbest in the Room

I spill the truth on the last night I will ever spend with #scottward. Apple Charts #1 in Mongolia.. #thankyoumongolia #Mongolia Intro song - Guided โ€ฆ

SEASON 3 : The Show Must Go On

I thank my loyal audience for sticking it out with me. I honor my past co host Doc and my cheerleader Bris for probably not the last time. I give you a sneak peek into the future of my โ€ฆ

How Legacies Are Built with: JACOB THORNTON

I speak with Jacob Thornton about his life with High Functioning Autism. We talk medications.. suicide and marathoning. Expect to be surprised and learn a little something. Jacob's โ€ฆ

Some Infinities are bigger than others..

I try to memorialize my best friend Bris after a tragic accident. Catch up on the escape from Overgaard. R.I.P.CHRISTOPHER RICHMOND. I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER +1

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I apologize Christopher Tuff - The Millenial whisperer -panic attack or not I blew it.

I no showed on a guest. Worst behavior to show a guest ...but.... I legitimately panicked... For hours... I then talk my stress related delusions into reality... This is a *kid focused* โ€ฆ

Sleep, What's that?

I talk about how my lack of sleep is affecting me.. How my BPD gives me permission to punish myself. My apology to Bris and Austin from Don't worry โ€ฆ

BE YOUR OWN LEGEND WITH TOMMY BREEDLOVE

Tommy and I discuss what it takes to live a life with integrity and purpose. We talk about forgiveness , unconditional love, hope, Books and dogs . tommybreedlove.com/gifts

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We're all a little bit the same with ERIC KUSSIN

Eric and I discuss the many facets of the mental health institution including psychotropics, ECT, EMDR. We touch on suicidal ideation, agorophobia, stigma and how trauma can be a catalyst โ€ฆ

RAE DU SOLEIL brings light to the future of mental health

RAE and I discuss her contributions towards the advancements of breaking the stigma around having a mental health diagnosis. We also discuss her music and new album and how gen z may not be โ€ฆ

๐ŸŒ“ GOODBYE means: I love you. ๐ŸŒ“

3 unexpected incidents this week that shook my soul... Shout out to #chriscox for his interview. Shout out #Ireland. Listening to Firefall - just โ€ฆ

BE PART OF OUR POSSE: with DAVID WOODS BARTLEY And ODIE ๐ŸดAnd Doc๐Ÿผ

David woods BARTLEY and I discuss suicide depression molestation and how conscience connection. Can heal. Also an animal analogy story or. three. โ€ฆ

INFAMOUS 5000

A little about Kobe Bryant and grief occurring from sports news. Off meds...manic.. Restricted numbers and delusion...My appearances on Causepods with Matthew Passey and Threads Podcast : โ€ฆ

BAD AUDIO made me do it

I apologize for bad audio. Discuss what could have been a career ender all while rapid cycling.. I get props for that. I also highlight some changes โ€ฆ

It's FREE to be kind

* there are some sound issues ... I apologize. I promise not to mess with the mic in future shows.. * I talk about Jesus, feral cats , suicide and โ€ฆ

BEYOND THE BULLYING WITH TRACEY MAXFIELD

Tracey and I discuss bullying - adult and childhood - and the ramifications. Bullycide and Suicide and Depression. Tracey Maxfield.com. intro song - โ€ฆ

I am seriously losing my shit...

Depression set up house right in front of me. Didn't see it until a trip to The home Depot. Meltdown Day Extraordinary.. Intro song - Dire Straits - Skateaway. Outro song - Toad the Wet โ€ฆ

EMPOWERED VOICES WITH ESTELLE CALIFORNIA

I speak with Estelle California about oppression childhood TRAUMA music life and the fine art of learning to love yourself. Intro song - Estelle California - STAR. Outro Song - Estelle โ€ฆ

Almost There - Christmas Depression and Reflection

Update on the whole hotel abandonment thing #scottward. My depression battle continues and Christmas. Intro song - Stone Temple Pilots - Sour Girl. โ€ฆ

Not happening , today.

Hi Everyone. The holidays are here events cancellation time is here. Crying, guilt and shame won't help anyone through these situations. Maybe this โ€ฆ

YOU ARE LOVED : THE JAXON STONE INTERVIEW

I talk to Jaxon.about Baseball wrestling and sibling grief after the loss of his sister Rachel to suicide. We discuss his project YOU ARE LOVED and โ€ฆ

๐ŸŽ™ 1 0 0 0 ๐ŸŽ™

Hit the 1000 listen milestone. Thank you all! Plus a quick catchup with my life. Intro song: N.E.R.D &Future - 1000. Outro song: Rob Bailey and the Hustle Standard

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Boobs + Mental Health = Joanie DiCampli Interview

I talk with Joanie about being a parent of a child with a dual diagnosis and how her product Boobalicious is changing lives. Intro song: The who- squeezebox. Outro song: The Beatles- I get โ€ฆ

DIVINE INTERVENTION WITH SCOTT SILVERMAN

Interview with Scott Silverman for national mental health day. We discuss suicide survival ,dual diagnosis, the opioid epidemic and other stuff. with some tech issues thrown in. INTRO SONG: โ€ฆ

SPECIAL. EDITION ๐Ÿ’ฅ JOKER REVIEW ๐Ÿ’ฅ (I cried for Joker)

My review of the movie Joker . ****SPOILER ALERTS MAJOR PARTS OF PLOT GIVEN****** INTRO SONG: Smokey Robinson - Tears of a Clown. OUTRO SONG: Iron Maiden - Tears of a Clown. #joker

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coming into my own

Womanifestation course. money and business. Magnolia the elephant and Doc the dog. Scott. Intro song: Clyde Carson - Slow Down. Outro Song: Chicago - โ€ฆ

Out of the UnderWorld with Leanna Anderson

1st interview with Leanna Anderson regarding bipolar, schizophrenia affective disorder and holistic approaches to stabilization. Intro song: World โ€ฆ

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